Feelings & Maturity ...

The more one can fake one’s feelings, the more mature one is said to be – The lesson that I learned from life hard way. When I look back in my life, through several incidences I have felt the same. While I did things as I should have, respecting the whole society and surroundings to the extreme extent that I could, I had to fake my own feelings a lot many times. Sometimes, it was sheer unwillingness to trap others in my sad story and sometimes, it was the secrecy in social bonding that I did not want to reveal. As life progressed, unfolding such surprises one after other, the more ‘mature’ I became. ‘Mature’, in the sense that, I became more used-to to such situations, most of the times, solving myself and not disclosing to others… Many times, in moments of panic, frustration, I felt like running from the current things, but somehow, again managed to control myself and flew in the current moment. I think such is life; it goes the way you want others to see it.